Supply my need.
I don’t have have just one.
More like a ton.
I have the need to healed.
The need to be free.
I have the need of a higher self esteem.
The need of your presence.
The need of Your Spirit.
It’s more than the love from people.
It’s more like humbleness.
I need actually a double dose of that.
Because when they don’t call my name to recognize me for all I’ve done good, I’m ready to get hood.
Lord I need more of You in order to make it through.
I can’t fight this war in the natural.
I need Your expertise.
Lord it’s me.
Trying to Do everything right.
Its Your son. Your daughter.
Answer me please.
Lift this heavy burden.
I don’t want to feel this way.
I need a new day.
Cause it will bring about new mercies, right?
It will bring with it joy.
I would like to smile from my heart again.
I forgot what that feels like.
Lately All of my smiles come attached with a “like.”
I wanna be set free from this marriage to society.
I tried to play by their rules, but I can’t win.
They set me up.
They sold me on a dream.
Keeping up with the next person wasn’t easy.
It was draining. Temporary. And left me poor.
The need for more kept boxes at my door.
I didn’t order clothes and jewelery online.
I actually ordered likes, compliments and envy.
Once the pics were released in media, people would want to be me.
Not knowing that my reality isn’t very glamorous.
So Lord, I tried everything in this world to feel the void.
I sought after it all, but Your love.
All I need is You.
Im ready for more.
Send an outpouring of Your Spirit.
I give up my will for Yours.